Without friends

My lovely Dairy
I have done lots today the English class was okay but the girl who was sitting Next to me Moved to sit next to her friend because she didn't bring her book that was OKAY Because I already Know that she will not sit next to me forever I'm not her friend Anyway
I really wish if I had a friend too I will be so Happy but know I have you My dairy and you're My friend now I'm going to tell you everything from now at least I can have something to talk with and to tell all what I cover and I don't show to people  I know because they  don't want me in their life and they will judge me like they do always
I forgot to tell you about the sport class
I was so sad because everyone in my class is talking with their friends they laugh and they tell each other funny jokes while a I was watching them  alone and broken I asked Myself  all this is happening to Me why I can't have friends just like them  but I couldn't find an answer but I think because I'm ugly .
the teacher called them all then a few minutes and I  found myself alone again but a girl was sitting next to me said "Hi"
And "I said Hey" and she was really nice and she told to move to an other place where I can sit next to her
We talked about our studies and she asked me about My name and she even gave me her Facebook then a girl from my class came across us and she started to talk with us then they walked together and they lifted me alone without saying anything 😢